Caveman

I feel like a caveman with the walls of my cave collapsing on me. Sometimes I can’t think. Sometimes I feel like termites are eating at me. Barney Rubble. Ouch…

muscle twitches

ive been plagued with muscle twitches all week. everytime my focus shifts to being productive my legs start to act up. its unbearable. this is hell.

Again with the shocks

I’m being prevented from working because these muscle twitches. Every time I try to get productive, the twitches flare up.

Disruptions

This morning my legs were twitching. Then out of no where I began to feel all nervous so I had to stop what I was doing. I’m still feeling nervous energy for no reason. Trying to stay productive but this happened yesterday too.

Rumbling, Whining, Timing

My head is somewhat clearer. But I was tired at Bryan’s house over the weekend. Plus, my ears have been ringing. Both sides high and low. Makes me want to do nothing. I would try to sleep but the way my sleep has been going lately I would toss and turn for hours in anguish over the noise. The timing is suspect. In the hours after the day is over and before I go to bed. The noises are agonizing.

I will be trying to work on this side project this week and restore a semblance of normalcy but it’s time like this (which happen everyday at all different hours) that drop me to my knees.

Drifting

I’ve been waking up later and later every day. If I try to go to bed earlier, I can’t fall asleep. When I finally do get to sleep, I don’t want to get out of bed. Yesterday night was not a pleasant experience. It didn’t feel like I slept any. It felt like I had my eyes closed to 2 or 3 hours before I woke up stressed out. I finally got to bed but I woke up way too late. It would  be nice to absorb some sunlight for a change.

Played horrendous basketball today. My shot wasn’t there. Instead, this nasty motion that barely passes for a shot and follow through replaced my jumper.

I have this itch to play golf but I feel like it’s just another exercise in frustation. I can only deal with playing one bad sport at a time.

I hope this isn’t the change that Obama promised because it’s getting worse. My ears are starting to bother me so I’ll go now. Also, felt the muscle twitches during basketball today which was something new. I hope that isn’t something permanent.